Holy cow! I AM THE WORST BLOGGER ALIVE.
Basically it's December and I haven't blogged since, what, June? Eek! Sorry folks... I would love to catch you up on all the bits and pieces of my life lately but I'm honestly feeling a little lazy about trying to recollect the last 6 months of my life for you.
SO, here's to a clean slate, a new beginning, and a better blogger...
xxxooo
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Truth Tuesday
Holla at your girl, I am doing my 2nd truth Tuesday on an ACTUAL Tuesday.
Truthfully, I am feeling pretty down these past couple of days. It's natural for me and happens from time to time. Depression runs in my family, so I often find myself falling into these moods where I just want to sleep and isolate myself for days. I hate it but when I finally snap out of it I feel a lot better. I guess for me sometimes it can be beneficial because I live so much for the happiness of others that when I am feeling down is when I finally just cry and give myself some of the attention I've been needing...
Last night, I was just at home watching a movie and I all of a sudden just got that feeling in my throat and was choking trying to hold back tears. I didn't even know where it was coming from but I knew I was about to cry. The more I thought about it, the more I realized what was happening. Like I said before, I've been feeling claustrophobic lately and also sort of numb. The best way to describe that without going into too much detail is: lately I have so much going on, so much running through my mind, and so many things I'm unsure of and trying to figure out, that I feel like life is right in my face and not backing down. It's really overwhelming, and because of that feeling it gives me, I try to avoid dealing with those things daily and just numbing myself from feeling any emotion. In the end, we all know that will catch up with you at full speed and that's what I feel like is happening right now :(
So, in short, today I am working, crying, wishing I was sleeping...and trying my best to talk to people I love instead of completely isolating myself...no fun...
Truth for this Tuesday... I am stopped/lost/sad/confused/overwhelmed/down/exhausted/in need of some serious support from my loved ones ♥
xxxooo
Truthfully, I am feeling pretty down these past couple of days. It's natural for me and happens from time to time. Depression runs in my family, so I often find myself falling into these moods where I just want to sleep and isolate myself for days. I hate it but when I finally snap out of it I feel a lot better. I guess for me sometimes it can be beneficial because I live so much for the happiness of others that when I am feeling down is when I finally just cry and give myself some of the attention I've been needing...
Last night, I was just at home watching a movie and I all of a sudden just got that feeling in my throat and was choking trying to hold back tears. I didn't even know where it was coming from but I knew I was about to cry. The more I thought about it, the more I realized what was happening. Like I said before, I've been feeling claustrophobic lately and also sort of numb. The best way to describe that without going into too much detail is: lately I have so much going on, so much running through my mind, and so many things I'm unsure of and trying to figure out, that I feel like life is right in my face and not backing down. It's really overwhelming, and because of that feeling it gives me, I try to avoid dealing with those things daily and just numbing myself from feeling any emotion. In the end, we all know that will catch up with you at full speed and that's what I feel like is happening right now :(
So, in short, today I am working, crying, wishing I was sleeping...and trying my best to talk to people I love instead of completely isolating myself...no fun...
Truth for this Tuesday... I am stopped/lost/sad/confused/overwhelmed/down/exhausted/in need of some serious support from my loved ones ♥
xxxooo
Sunday, June 10, 2012
What's to Come
Today I am pondering on things to come in my life. I'm a girl, so you can imagine how often I do this;) Pinterest, however, makes it so much easier to fall into these fantasies! I could spend hours and hours looking up weddings ideas, home ideas, ideas for my unborn children, you ladies know the drill haha. Darn you Pinterest!
I can't help but think about getting married, having and taking care of my family, a home. It all makes me so excited! Ever since I can remember I have always wanted to be a wife and mom. I have always had ambitions to do other things with my life as well, from a fashion designer in NYC, to a Dental Hygenist, to a teacher, to a Journalism and Photography major. But the one thing that I have always been most certain of, that has never once changed or been doubted in my mind, is my desire to be a wife and mom. I have always envisioned myself doing these things at a young age. (No people I am not plotting to have a child) But I have just never been that girl to say I want to be 30 when I have my first child. It's just such an amazing concept to me! I have a giving heart that I can't wait to put to even more use. I can't wait to spend my days running from cheerleading to football to bible study etc, to teach this little being that I created, to work hard for such an incredible purpose.
This could all be due to the fact that I have a gynormous family full of amazing mommas and wives.. I've got to watch my own mother, sisters, and family members have the most rewarding and incredible job in the world. Not that it is always an easy ride by any means. I have watched each of them overcome some of the worst struggles that I never understood how they made it through. That's what I love about moms. They are invincible, my mom, and most moms out there, are every child's hero. When something goes wrong, you call mom. I want to be that to somebody, how special. Maybe that is why I take such pride in being an aunt. I just can't even process in my mind or describe what little miracles children are, and when I meet people who don't like kids or aren't sweet and playful with them... I secretly want to cause them pain haha, just playing...... kind of.
Anyways, this post is kind of random and out of the blue but like any girl I spend much of my days thinking about these things. And while we're on the topic, how wonderful are moms? I am so thankful for my mommy for setting the best examples for me, raising me in a home with Christian values, and always providing me with the best life possible. Even when she's having the worst of days, she will always come to my rescue. She has been through the worst and still always gives us her best, my mom is a fighter. She is and always will be my #1 hero.
Happy Sunday folks :)
xxxooo
I can't help but think about getting married, having and taking care of my family, a home. It all makes me so excited! Ever since I can remember I have always wanted to be a wife and mom. I have always had ambitions to do other things with my life as well, from a fashion designer in NYC, to a Dental Hygenist, to a teacher, to a Journalism and Photography major. But the one thing that I have always been most certain of, that has never once changed or been doubted in my mind, is my desire to be a wife and mom. I have always envisioned myself doing these things at a young age. (No people I am not plotting to have a child) But I have just never been that girl to say I want to be 30 when I have my first child. It's just such an amazing concept to me! I have a giving heart that I can't wait to put to even more use. I can't wait to spend my days running from cheerleading to football to bible study etc, to teach this little being that I created, to work hard for such an incredible purpose.
This could all be due to the fact that I have a gynormous family full of amazing mommas and wives.. I've got to watch my own mother, sisters, and family members have the most rewarding and incredible job in the world. Not that it is always an easy ride by any means. I have watched each of them overcome some of the worst struggles that I never understood how they made it through. That's what I love about moms. They are invincible, my mom, and most moms out there, are every child's hero. When something goes wrong, you call mom. I want to be that to somebody, how special. Maybe that is why I take such pride in being an aunt. I just can't even process in my mind or describe what little miracles children are, and when I meet people who don't like kids or aren't sweet and playful with them... I secretly want to cause them pain haha, just playing...... kind of.
Anyways, this post is kind of random and out of the blue but like any girl I spend much of my days thinking about these things. And while we're on the topic, how wonderful are moms? I am so thankful for my mommy for setting the best examples for me, raising me in a home with Christian values, and always providing me with the best life possible. Even when she's having the worst of days, she will always come to my rescue. She has been through the worst and still always gives us her best, my mom is a fighter. She is and always will be my #1 hero.
Happy Sunday folks :)
xxxooo
Saturday, June 9, 2012
What the...
This past week I feel like I have been running on 0 hours of sleep. And it's like every free moment I have throughout the day, I find myself dozing off. I feel so lame and pathetic and like I should be out doing something active, but this crazy Idaho weather also puts a damper on things and makes staying inside snuggled up so much easier :/ So basically, every work morning, regardless of how many hours of sleep I got, my eyes are just rolling.. It is so crazy and makes the work day go by so slowly! I hope I kick this to the curb soon because it's really weighing me down.
I went out for my girlfriend, Chelsey's, bachelorette party Thursday night and what a fun, different, and wild experience that was! A few of us girls got all dressed up and tore up the town to say the least;) It's so crazy how quickly things change after high school. You go from being surrounded by people who will barely date to suddenly watching some of those same people get married and have children, so crazy but in some cases, so beautiful! Chelsey's case is obviously a "so beautiful" one, I am so so excited for her wedding! It is the 16th and I am a bridesmaid, aaah. I am just so happy for her and her sweet little life ahead!
Here are a few pics of Whit and I before meeting up with the girls!!
Also, lately, I just don't feel like there are enough hours in the day. I am always doing something for somebody, whether it be myself, or a family member and I always feel like I am letting somebody else down at the end of the day. It's difficult because I hate to say no. I would love to be super woman and be able to satisfy everyone's needs but sometimes that just doesn't work out and it kills me. On top of that, life seems "clustered" lately. I can't even think of another word to describe it. It's sort of making me claustrophobic though, and I don't like it at all.
Sooo, there's a little scatter-brained post for you until next time;)
xxxooo
I went out for my girlfriend, Chelsey's, bachelorette party Thursday night and what a fun, different, and wild experience that was! A few of us girls got all dressed up and tore up the town to say the least;) It's so crazy how quickly things change after high school. You go from being surrounded by people who will barely date to suddenly watching some of those same people get married and have children, so crazy but in some cases, so beautiful! Chelsey's case is obviously a "so beautiful" one, I am so so excited for her wedding! It is the 16th and I am a bridesmaid, aaah. I am just so happy for her and her sweet little life ahead!
Here are a few pics of Whit and I before meeting up with the girls!!
Also, lately, I just don't feel like there are enough hours in the day. I am always doing something for somebody, whether it be myself, or a family member and I always feel like I am letting somebody else down at the end of the day. It's difficult because I hate to say no. I would love to be super woman and be able to satisfy everyone's needs but sometimes that just doesn't work out and it kills me. On top of that, life seems "clustered" lately. I can't even think of another word to describe it. It's sort of making me claustrophobic though, and I don't like it at all.
Sooo, there's a little scatter-brained post for you until next time;)
xxxooo
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Another day, Another dollar
Another week has passed and I, of course, forgot Truth Tuesday. No surprise there. I remembered Wednesday morning and suddenly was filled with complete sadness! Darn it. Next time;)
Lately I feel like I hardly have enough time to catch my breath. Between working, trying to maintain some sort of figure, and attempting to have a social life... I am drained! There truly aren't enough hours in the day. Wednesday and Fridays are my absolute set gym days with my sisters, no if's and's or but's about it. We go in the morning around 9 and usually leave around 11:30. I love that because I always leave knowing I got a workout that was worth it! Then throughout the week I can hit the gym randomly but I really love to go for runs around the lake and on the greenbelt and do a killer ab workout at home. It's hard to get motivated at home but once I am, I get a pretty effective workout. Needless to say, this past week has been my "slacker" week. I am less than thrilled about that. I have allowed myself to eat what seems to be enough to feed a small country and I haven't had the time to get in very many serious workouts with dentist appointments, hair appointments, work, and graduation and parties. I am basically feeling like a failure and trying to get myself out of this little "funk". It needs to happen ASAP.
Graduation came and went. Whitnee is all grown up and out of high school! It's so hard to believe, it was just yesterday the 2 of us thought we owned the school, when really we were just your typical, prepster, 12 year olds. Sad.. To my surprise, Whitnee did not cry at her graduation, I, on the other hand, bawled my eyes out. What can I say? I am an emotional person. I just love Melba and all that it holds and stands for. That's the thing about small towns, it takes you awhile to really appreciate all they have to offer. Everything about Melba screams home. The slideshow started and it seems that most every country song about big timin' in small towns and bonfires with your friends really hits home. The moment I heard Tattoos on this Town, I burst out in tears..which also happened to be the moment the slideshow started, oh well, no shame. I am so, incredibly thankful that my family chose little Melba town to be our hometown. Growing up there only contributed to my momma's raising me right. The hard times made me stronger and the easy one's made it worth it. I love the simplicity of it, it's made made me a girl who's easily satisfied. Where I grew up it's all about dirt roads and big trucks. There's nothing quite like it. It's so fun to look back and reflect on the little people we used to know and be and see what we have all grown into. In the end, congrats Melba High Class of 2012!
Other than that, the weekend is almost here! I am getting my hair done tomorrow morning which is always a great way to kick off any day. I work this weekend as well but am hoping to get a fun-filled weekend in with some long drives, maybe Idaho City or McCall. I want to go to the lake, hike, and fish. I am in need of the great outdoors and some relaxing, peace time. My little Baxter is in desperate need as well.
^this just felt appropriate. Gets me everytime :')
xxxooo
Lately I feel like I hardly have enough time to catch my breath. Between working, trying to maintain some sort of figure, and attempting to have a social life... I am drained! There truly aren't enough hours in the day. Wednesday and Fridays are my absolute set gym days with my sisters, no if's and's or but's about it. We go in the morning around 9 and usually leave around 11:30. I love that because I always leave knowing I got a workout that was worth it! Then throughout the week I can hit the gym randomly but I really love to go for runs around the lake and on the greenbelt and do a killer ab workout at home. It's hard to get motivated at home but once I am, I get a pretty effective workout. Needless to say, this past week has been my "slacker" week. I am less than thrilled about that. I have allowed myself to eat what seems to be enough to feed a small country and I haven't had the time to get in very many serious workouts with dentist appointments, hair appointments, work, and graduation and parties. I am basically feeling like a failure and trying to get myself out of this little "funk". It needs to happen ASAP.
Graduation came and went. Whitnee is all grown up and out of high school! It's so hard to believe, it was just yesterday the 2 of us thought we owned the school, when really we were just your typical, prepster, 12 year olds. Sad.. To my surprise, Whitnee did not cry at her graduation, I, on the other hand, bawled my eyes out. What can I say? I am an emotional person. I just love Melba and all that it holds and stands for. That's the thing about small towns, it takes you awhile to really appreciate all they have to offer. Everything about Melba screams home. The slideshow started and it seems that most every country song about big timin' in small towns and bonfires with your friends really hits home. The moment I heard Tattoos on this Town, I burst out in tears..which also happened to be the moment the slideshow started, oh well, no shame. I am so, incredibly thankful that my family chose little Melba town to be our hometown. Growing up there only contributed to my momma's raising me right. The hard times made me stronger and the easy one's made it worth it. I love the simplicity of it, it's made made me a girl who's easily satisfied. Where I grew up it's all about dirt roads and big trucks. There's nothing quite like it. It's so fun to look back and reflect on the little people we used to know and be and see what we have all grown into. In the end, congrats Melba High Class of 2012!
This song, Small Town USA by Justin Moore, kicked off my Senior slideshow. I remember all year while I made the slideshow, I just knew this song would start it off. It touches my heart and is so fitting!
Other than that, the weekend is almost here! I am getting my hair done tomorrow morning which is always a great way to kick off any day. I work this weekend as well but am hoping to get a fun-filled weekend in with some long drives, maybe Idaho City or McCall. I want to go to the lake, hike, and fish. I am in need of the great outdoors and some relaxing, peace time. My little Baxter is in desperate need as well.
xxxooo
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Truth Tuesday
Yipee! I am finally doing a Truth Tuesday, on an actual Tuesday! I feel so accomplished and on top of things, pathetic? Slightly ;)
These past few weeks have been nothing out of the ordinary really but that's okay with me because my life in the "ordinary" is still pretty dang amazing! What a blessing right! I've been having bbqs with family and friends, working out like there's no tomorrow, working (which I can't say I love devoting every weekend of my life to, but I have a job! So that's something worth praising!), enjoying all of my little nieces and nephews and all of the joy and happiness they bring to all of our lives! Kids truly make life the BEST! Anyways..
1) I love that the small stuff doesn't get me down as much anymore. Obviously I am only human, and I am not emotionless, so yes, I get sad or angry and frustrated, but thankfully I have been given such an incredible life with the world's most amazing people and there's no doubt I have a reason to smile in everyday. Just a little bragging moment.
2) I've recently fed a tiny craving that may now be a tiny addiction. I never understood how people could crave something (a drink, food, snack) every.single.day. But I am sad to admit, I have fallen in love with lime Coke Zero, curse you Sonic.
3) I have a new found love for lifting. But an even deeper love for running and running the stairs at Nampa High, so weird right? But I love it. I love to do any sort of workout where I can actually see my progress, like running the track or the stairs. Plus, I feel like when I run I leave all of my bad thoughts and feelings behind. It's a sort of "free the soul" kinda thing I guess. It feels super empowering and I love that feeling! So, if you need to find me on any given evening....stop by there ;)
4) Lately it has really hit me how fast time really goes. When you're young everything seems to go so slow, be so out of reach, so distant and then you hit this point where you are just like...where did the time go? Years feel like months, months feel like weeks...it's just crazy!! I often find myself sitting and thinking, "there is no way that was already three months ago, that feels like just yesterday". It's mind blowing and sort of sad!
That's all for this beautiful Tuesday!
xxxooo
These past few weeks have been nothing out of the ordinary really but that's okay with me because my life in the "ordinary" is still pretty dang amazing! What a blessing right! I've been having bbqs with family and friends, working out like there's no tomorrow, working (which I can't say I love devoting every weekend of my life to, but I have a job! So that's something worth praising!), enjoying all of my little nieces and nephews and all of the joy and happiness they bring to all of our lives! Kids truly make life the BEST! Anyways..
1) I love that the small stuff doesn't get me down as much anymore. Obviously I am only human, and I am not emotionless, so yes, I get sad or angry and frustrated, but thankfully I have been given such an incredible life with the world's most amazing people and there's no doubt I have a reason to smile in everyday. Just a little bragging moment.
2) I've recently fed a tiny craving that may now be a tiny addiction. I never understood how people could crave something (a drink, food, snack) every.single.day. But I am sad to admit, I have fallen in love with lime Coke Zero, curse you Sonic.
3) I have a new found love for lifting. But an even deeper love for running and running the stairs at Nampa High, so weird right? But I love it. I love to do any sort of workout where I can actually see my progress, like running the track or the stairs. Plus, I feel like when I run I leave all of my bad thoughts and feelings behind. It's a sort of "free the soul" kinda thing I guess. It feels super empowering and I love that feeling! So, if you need to find me on any given evening....stop by there ;)
4) Lately it has really hit me how fast time really goes. When you're young everything seems to go so slow, be so out of reach, so distant and then you hit this point where you are just like...where did the time go? Years feel like months, months feel like weeks...it's just crazy!! I often find myself sitting and thinking, "there is no way that was already three months ago, that feels like just yesterday". It's mind blowing and sort of sad!
That's all for this beautiful Tuesday!
xxxooo
Sunday, May 6, 2012
On Letting Go...
Am I the only person out there who spends too much time and energy analyzing things? It's not even an action I have a choice by, it is a part of me. I have always been the type of person to run things through my mind over and over, breaking them down, putting them back together, only to completely break them down again. What if I do this or what if that happens, how can I fix this, what did I do in this situation that I could do differently next time? I'm constantly looking for an answer and outcome to everything. It's partially because I am a perfectionist and partially because I am trying to figure out a way to make things work, always. Regardless, it can get exhausting.
Lately, however, I have been trying to work on my "inner me". ..trying to just sit back and enjoy the ride. Everything happens for a reason, reminding myself that God has the best plans for me and to trust in him because he will make sure everything turns out just right. If only it were so easy, though. Don't get me wrong, I put my full and complete trust in our Lord and Savior but I still can't bring my running mind to a hault, or even a slog jog ;)
Not only that but I have a hard time knowing when to let go. Knowing when to finally say, "you know what you've done and given all you can and there is nothing more you can do". Because although I'm just one being, I feel like if I want something to happen, I can make it happen. With or without others help. And while that can be such a rewarding mindset to have, it can also be so discouraging and unrealistic. Some things just can't be done by one person, some things take effort and care from other people, I'm not super-human, and some things just aren't meant to be.
Basically, my mind is on overload. I realize this post is all over the place and a bit overwhelming but I needed to vent and ease some stress.
I feel like I need to let out some of my inner demons...
xxxooo
Lately, however, I have been trying to work on my "inner me". ..trying to just sit back and enjoy the ride. Everything happens for a reason, reminding myself that God has the best plans for me and to trust in him because he will make sure everything turns out just right. If only it were so easy, though. Don't get me wrong, I put my full and complete trust in our Lord and Savior but I still can't bring my running mind to a hault, or even a slog jog ;)
Not only that but I have a hard time knowing when to let go. Knowing when to finally say, "you know what you've done and given all you can and there is nothing more you can do". Because although I'm just one being, I feel like if I want something to happen, I can make it happen. With or without others help. And while that can be such a rewarding mindset to have, it can also be so discouraging and unrealistic. Some things just can't be done by one person, some things take effort and care from other people, I'm not super-human, and some things just aren't meant to be.
Basically, my mind is on overload. I realize this post is all over the place and a bit overwhelming but I needed to vent and ease some stress.
I feel like I need to let out some of my inner demons...
- I have the most serious trust issues that make this whole "wandering mind" thing worse. More stuff to handle by myself. I am outgoing and ambitious but I have little desire to make new friends due to the fact that I trust no one. I bottle up so many emotions because of this and try to just handle and cope with everything on my own. I lean on no one but myself until I finally hit that point where I just break down and cry. I don't necessarily think I need to work on letting any new people in as I do need to work on opening up to those I've already given a place in my life. They are there for a reason and too often do I not take advantage of their abundant support.
- I want so badly to see the good in people, there are some people in my life that no matter how hard I try, how much they hurt me, or how bad things get, I cannot give up on. It's a blessing in disguise but it definitely puts me through hell sometimes. I have a really straight forward way of deciding people's placement in my life. You do me wrong, you're out. (Unless of course you are one of my FEW special people who I feel I can't give up on). Lately, I feel like because of that, and the fact that I always put others before myself, that I am at times taken advantage of. I feel like I am always driving myself to the point of exhaustion for everyone around me, which don't get me wrong, I LOVE to help others, or I obviously wouldn't continue to put myself through the exhaustion but sometimes it would be so great to just get as much as I give. I can only blame myself for part of it, I need to learn that it is ok and good to give yourself "you" time. To take a day and be completely selfish and spend it doing the things I love most; sleep in, run, read a good book, take a bubble bath, not get ready for a change, watch my favorite chick flicks all day with a bowl of popcorn and no place to be. I guess the point of today's blog is to put my emotions into words so I can finally start making some changes.
Thursday, April 5, 2012
I'm back!
In the words of my boy T.I....I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaack!
I've said it before and I'll say it again. I am the world's most TERRIBLE blogger. Partially because I lead a busy life, partially because I forget about my blog so easily, and partially because I don't always love for the world to know what I am, have been, and will be up to. It's the mysterious girl inside me :)
Life has taken some drastic, but as always, perfectly worth it, changes on me in the past few months. SUPER drastic. And with my abundant love and trust in the Lord, of course these changes, although at the time seeming tragic, have proven themselves to be amazing, and much needed toward the course of my future, which is going to be fabulous, I know it.
First and foremost!
My sister's baby is due in 14 days. But I think he is going to come sooner and I am so excited to love on that little boy! Oh my goodness, new born babies have no choice in the matter of being your cuddle bugs and I love it! Speaking of which, Tarah and I spent Tuesday taking pictures of her gorgeous self and her beautiful baby belly and they are so amazing, I can't wait until she's approved me revealing some!
Along side to waiting on my newest nephew and working, I've just been up to my usual business: hanging out with my family and best friend, trying new things, working out like a mad woman, started a couple good books, reconciled my friendship with an old friend (awww and it feels soo good:), danced around my room, shopped, thought about you, laughing until my stomach hurts...
Speaking of laughing. I love the fact that I can humor myself. Absolutely love. I was thinking to myself the other day how sad it must be for people who can't find reasons to smile or laugh in most anything. Some may say I'm easily entertained, even better! I love the fact that anything brings a smile to my face, that I can sit laughing uncontrollably at myself for the dumbest things, and that I can be just as content with chilling at home with some friends or family as I can be out doing all sorts of activities...that's what makes every day so great! Simplicity at it's finest.
Summer is coming and I am getting so very anxious. I've already gotten my bikini shopping out of the way and I'm ready for some camping, fishing, sunsets at the lake, hiking, road trips, concerts, festivals, running the greenbelt, Camels Back Park, Goodies, you name it! I just can't wait! :)
This is all I have time for, my brain is on serious overload due to the fact it is trying to bring back the last 4 months in one blog post... !
xxxooo
I've said it before and I'll say it again. I am the world's most TERRIBLE blogger. Partially because I lead a busy life, partially because I forget about my blog so easily, and partially because I don't always love for the world to know what I am, have been, and will be up to. It's the mysterious girl inside me :)
Life has taken some drastic, but as always, perfectly worth it, changes on me in the past few months. SUPER drastic. And with my abundant love and trust in the Lord, of course these changes, although at the time seeming tragic, have proven themselves to be amazing, and much needed toward the course of my future, which is going to be fabulous, I know it.
First and foremost!
My sister's baby is due in 14 days. But I think he is going to come sooner and I am so excited to love on that little boy! Oh my goodness, new born babies have no choice in the matter of being your cuddle bugs and I love it! Speaking of which, Tarah and I spent Tuesday taking pictures of her gorgeous self and her beautiful baby belly and they are so amazing, I can't wait until she's approved me revealing some!
Along side to waiting on my newest nephew and working, I've just been up to my usual business: hanging out with my family and best friend, trying new things, working out like a mad woman, started a couple good books, reconciled my friendship with an old friend (awww and it feels soo good:), danced around my room, shopped, thought about you, laughing until my stomach hurts...
Speaking of laughing. I love the fact that I can humor myself. Absolutely love. I was thinking to myself the other day how sad it must be for people who can't find reasons to smile or laugh in most anything. Some may say I'm easily entertained, even better! I love the fact that anything brings a smile to my face, that I can sit laughing uncontrollably at myself for the dumbest things, and that I can be just as content with chilling at home with some friends or family as I can be out doing all sorts of activities...that's what makes every day so great! Simplicity at it's finest.
Summer is coming and I am getting so very anxious. I've already gotten my bikini shopping out of the way and I'm ready for some camping, fishing, sunsets at the lake, hiking, road trips, concerts, festivals, running the greenbelt, Camels Back Park, Goodies, you name it! I just can't wait! :)
This is all I have time for, my brain is on serious overload due to the fact it is trying to bring back the last 4 months in one blog post... !
xxxooo
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