Sunday, June 10, 2012

What's to Come

Today I am pondering on things to come in my life. I'm a girl, so you can imagine how often I do this;) Pinterest, however, makes it so much easier to fall into these fantasies! I could spend hours and hours looking up weddings ideas, home ideas, ideas for my unborn children, you ladies know the drill haha. Darn you Pinterest!

I can't help but think about getting married, having and taking care of my family, a home. It all makes me so excited! Ever since I can remember I have always wanted to be a wife and mom. I have always had ambitions to do other things with my life as well, from a fashion designer in NYC, to a Dental Hygenist, to a teacher, to a Journalism and Photography major. But the one thing that I have always been most certain of, that has never once changed or been doubted in my mind, is my desire to be a wife and mom. I have always envisioned myself doing these things at a young age. (No people I am not plotting to have a child) But I have just never been that girl to say I want to be 30 when I have my first child. It's just such an amazing concept to me! I have a giving heart that I can't wait to put to even more use. I can't wait to spend my days running from cheerleading to football to bible study etc, to teach this little being that I created, to work hard for such an incredible purpose.

This could all be due to the fact that I have a gynormous family full of amazing mommas and wives.. I've got to watch my own mother, sisters, and family members have the most rewarding and incredible job in the world. Not that it is always an easy ride by any means. I have watched each of them overcome some of the worst struggles that I never understood how they made it through. That's what I love about moms. They are invincible, my mom, and most moms out there, are every child's hero. When something goes wrong, you call mom. I want to be that to somebody, how special. Maybe that is why I take such pride in being an aunt. I just can't even process in my mind or describe what little miracles children are, and when I meet people who don't like kids or aren't sweet and playful with them... I secretly want to cause them pain haha, just playing...... kind of.

Anyways, this post is kind of random and out of the blue but like any girl I spend much of my days thinking about these things. And while we're on the topic, how wonderful are moms? I am so thankful for my mommy for setting the best examples for me, raising me in a home with Christian values, and always providing me with the best life possible. Even when she's having the worst of days, she will always come to my rescue. She has been through the worst and still always gives us her best, my mom is a fighter. She is and always will be my #1 hero.




Happy Sunday folks :)


xxxooo

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